Yeah, I've been there before...
I just wish sometimes that I could make people see what I see. I wish that I could create this alternate universe in which everyone saw what they were doing wrong so they could fix it.
I hate you so fucking much and I want to punch you in the face...I fear I may die of discomfort if I don't get to either.
I hate liars and I hate being lied to.
I hate manipulative people and I hate being manipulated.
I hate that you are so dense you can't see the way you treat people.
I hate that I ever found anything remotely humane in you. Because it was all a lie.
You had the potential to be a decent human being...but you failed. And I saw what I wanted to. I was the biggest fool...and I'll regret it every day for the rest of my life...
You deserve nothing but misery and shame for the rest of your life because of the misery and shame you have bestowed upon everyone else...
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926