Who ever knew anticipation could actually be so amazingly and astoundingly...hot? Never have I experienced such enticing conversation, lurid thoughts or a demanding libido. Crazy isn't it? Many of you probably would think that I have but alas I have not...*sigh*
Anyway, this new relationship is coming along nicely. He and I have talked about our expectations, what we are and are not looking for, and we both realize that we have a really good time with each other. I cannot wait until he gets back from Florida. I had no idea I could be this excited about actually dating someone...it isn't even about sex for me (which it usually is)...and I have no qualms about the fact that when we do have sex it will be satisfying beyond anything I could ever imagine. He's worldly and experienced and I am definitely ready for a partner who is ready to be openminded and experimental...
He's amazing. Literally. He calls me beautiful and the thing is he doesn't mean it to be cheesy or cheap...I can just tell. He asked me one day, "You're young and hot. Why do you want me?" Humility. I love it. And I am very much looking forward to the development awaiting when he returns from Florida.
Sometimes life can hand you these really amazing opportunities...and you didn't even know it was possible. Anticipation and opportunities...what an unlikely pair.
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926