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October 20, 2005
I have decided that the forgiveness I gave is no longer useful to you; please return itI have decided also that the time I spent with you was merely a distraction from something truer, something stable; would you kindly return it to me? Wondering about you and what you are doing has also been a waste of my own time, but perhaps that is something you cannot return. I lost my heart - or a large portion of it - along the road we traveled briefly together. No, it is not along the roadside, it belongs to you, but please I beseech you to return it to me if you could or would be so kind. My laughter that I spared for you, I want it back. My thoughts of you and I in happiness were merely an illusion to the reality of what we really had: nothing. I want those thoughts back so that they may be reused for something anew, something real. How could you leave me standing alone in a world that's so cold? My passion, my compassion, my accommdations: I want them all returned. Please if you could be anything at all that you were not when we were together, just be considerate. Return these things to me and I shall be happy once again. ...You cannot return them can you? I shall never possess the things I wasted on you. What a shame...
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926 |