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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
September 06, 2005
A long December, and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass...

These are the days of my life, right here in college. In Bloomington, Indiana. At Indiana University. I am hoping that this year will be better than the last. It's just one more night to the next day. I keep telling myself to be positive and I hope for the best. But what if that is all you can do? Even if it doesn't make a difference? Should we place our faith in something that may or may not be advantageous or even helpful? I can't help but wonder...

I have always been a cynical sort, even as a child I believe. I have always wondered where this came from. My mother? My father? Or the lack thereof perhaps? Only God knows and even he fits the above statement about faith. I still believe in him even though sometimes I am not even certain if it helps or not. But if I don't believe in something, how will I be able to believe in me? I have to start somewhere, so with God I suppose is my jumping off point.

So, to put it in another light - I may no longer be as pescimistic as I once was because I am not certain if it helps or doesn't help BUT I am not turning to avidly towards positivity, for the same can be said. All I can do is take things as they come and hope that in the end I have my head on straight and my feet in the right place and the right people to help me make the right sort of decisions.

Wilted | Fresh


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