There are all types of lines to be crossed: rules, boundaries, laws and such. But what about personal lines that we set for ourselves? Those, my friends, are the worst type of lines to cross...and I may have done such a thing. I have never been one for the feeling of guilt and I have rarely ever thought that guilt has applied to my character (except for a few occasions, as I am by no means perfect). We set boundaries for ourselves because it is part of human nature, it is part of our innate caution.
I've always thought that crossing lines could be a way to bring out the part of ourselves that we would never experience otherwise. I crossed a line I set for myself, but it isn't necessarily seen by anyone else...which makes this a difficult situation, I set this line with regards to another person, who doesn't observe it but it totally aware of it. If that makes sense...unfortunately I cannot fully explain the situation without bringing out things that need not be put on display in this diary. I'm sorry, I'm usually one for full explanations and not holding anything back, but my own guilt will not allow for that in this particular situation.
So, until that day I suppose I should lay the topic to rest.
*Always,
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926