A Life Less Ordinary

I was remembering you the other day and suddenly I could smell your cologne. It drifted into the room as if you were merely down the hall or outside my door - and for a moment my heart was content to think that maybe you were out there, waiting...but then I knew better. I realized later that I don't believe in silly, nonsensical fantasies about love and the hopes and wishes that accompany them. It is truly daunting to live life so realistically...

There is something about you though that makes me weary. I find myself thinking of you but not nearly enough, which I am thankful for. I refuse to let myself be fooled again by someone who I think cares about me. Myabe you will soon care about me, but even then I cannot reassure myself that my caution will have been for nothing. Sometimes you talk to me like I have always wanted to be talked to; as an equal, as another halve of yourself. I've known enough men in my life who've talked down to me or not talked to me at all, but you're not like that.

You mentioned being in love once and now that I begin thinking about it I am not sure that you and I will be so good. I want to believe in love but I am not sure I will be able to experience what I truly want with someone who has already obtained something I find to be unobtainable.

*The unobtainable...*

*Always.
Caitlin

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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons

It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926

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