So, I haven't made a concrete decision about what I want to do yet, but I am really thinking about moving back home second semester, going to IUPUI and working for the rest of the school year. Things here at IU are just not working out. And I don't feel...hmmm, what's the word? I don't feel anything anymore. When I go back home I realize how much I really miss being home, and I really miss the normalcy (as weird as that seems coming from me). But though going to work every day of the week over the summer eventually made me hate things, I realize now that I was way more stable then than I am now.
I don't know. It's really just something I am tossing back and forth ( I think my social life has become way too important). And I kinda think that if I get away from people I know, my friends and stuff that I will really apply myself. Sometimes I think I have ADHD or something, eek!
I went on a date Saturday night. *sigh* It was really nice. It was a real date with a guy who owns his own car and pays his own bills and has a real job! :) (So, basically he is nothing like me, haha!)
His name is Eric and he is a really nice guy. Not used to nice guys - he opens doors for me and he even tried to drop me off at the door of the movie theater while he went and parked. I laughed at him (I couldn't help it, it was just so weird to me). So, anyway we went to see a movie and then we went to his house (he lives in the boonies people, but I am used to it...) and we watched another movie, talked, yada yada! It was a really good time, so good in fact that I left the house @ nine and didn't get back until 4, oopsy daisy. Oh well.
Okay, well I should probably go study or something, not really certain but uh yeah. I will write again soon. *muah* love you all...
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926