I think, it's truly possible, that last night was the worse night I've had since being a student here @ good ol' IU. It was a disaster, a total and undeniable fuck up! Last night was the 2nd Annual Playboy Party thrown by a frat here at Indiana University - I won't name the fraternity because certain people might get crazy about it - as if people outside of Bloomington, Indiana give a damn anyhow, but whatever...I'll respect the wishes of others. So, yes the party...well, my friend from home decided to come down which was exciting for me since I haven't seen her since before school started (she goes to Purdue) and then my roommate's good friend came down also for the vastly "amusing" party.
For some reason, I had to be the key to about forty people all trying to get in to this one frat party. What the hell is that I ask you? Honestly?!?!? So, let's see...me, Jessica, Robyn, Alonso, Julia, Contessa, Lyndsey, Grant (three of his friends) and about five or six girls from my floor, in which case, I DID NOT TELL THEM I COULD GET THEM IN, but rather my roommate did. Now, here's the thing I don't mind bringing along, two or three of my friends but when people I DON'T EVEN KNOW start inviting themselves that's when I started to get a little pissed. Anyhow, throughout the night I am trying to A) get ready B) make drinks for myseld and four other people C) get my cloths changed and D) watch the little freshman run in and out of my room constantly as if there wasn't any alcohol in our room and that we couldn't get busted for it, mmmhmm yes, exactly!
So, while they're in and out of my room...I'm trying to entertain people I don't even know. So, then when we finally get ready...12 o' clock!...we decide to take my car...which was probably the smartest idea of the whole entire evening. We get to the frat and they are telling everyone that they are filled to capacity...well, isn't that just fucking super duper?!?! Here I am, standing in lingerie outside a frat, freezing my ass off trying to look cute, be sociable and answer my phone calls all at the same time. WTF? SHITTY! So, my friend somehow manages to get me, Jessica, Contessa, Lyndsey and Julia in; which then later he sends his other friend out to get Robyn and Alonoso...which we won't even go into that story...I cried and let's just say I was not a happy camper AT ALL! It was cramped, hot, stinky and I was sweating like a whore in church!
At the end of the night, I am trying to be sexy and cool and what happens? Oh yeah, I slip and about bust my ass in front half of the entire house. SUPER DUPER!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate my life; and as if that isn't bad enough, while waiting around to get my keys out of my friend's room to leave, I run into the one person I was hoping to avoid the whole night! At this point, I figure God is telling me to quit going out to parties and to just stay and read books or study or something like that! DAMN IT! I hate life...
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926