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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
September 03, 2004
Your indifference makes me hate you. Or maybe I am just a fool because it should make me hate you, but I think it makes me want you more and more.

After recent events I have been thinking in a most in depth way about people and their response to me and how they act around me. I realized that I would rather someone hate me or love me rather than be indifferent towards me. At least with hate and love, you KNOW the person has thougt about you at some point, but with indifference...nope, nothing. It's like I don't exist unless I am directly in front of you. What is that? Why? I am trying to quit caring but I guess I am just not an INDIFFERENT person like you.

Like you, lovely you. So smooth and seemingly mysterious. I like that a lot. Maybe that is my problem, I circulate with people that only see me as something to be taken for granted, an object of possible indifference rather.

I could never treat someone so coldly...even when I hate someone I am not so blatantly rude. I must stop being so intrigued by you and your ways, your ways of intrigue. God, I am dumb. Help me to stop my stupidity at its source. Him.

*I've always felt I was outside looking in on you; you were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care. You stood in my doorway with nothing to say...well, in case you failed to notice in case you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.*

*Always.

Caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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