2004-08-22
Yes, I want to eliminate habitual sinning. I was in church this evening and I realized what was wrong with me: My sins turned into something habitual. I did it all the time and pretty soon I didn't think it was wrong anymore. I relapsed recently into that same incident...BUT the good thing was: I felt that it was really completely wrong.This is what college does to people: it takes the surpressed desires of one's heart and releases all kinds of possibilities...but with the good possibilities comes the bad ones as well. I think I experienced more bad desires than good...and the bad ones, well, they were really bad.
But I am turning over a new leaf...
I am going to perservere! I will not allow males to influence my choices and that goes for alcohol as well. I will not be beaten by a few tough classes and an 8 am alarm (clock)! NO! Indeed, I shall strive to maintain a normal balance for myself while still being able to enjoy the many happy things one finds in college....
*Always.
Caitlin
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926