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2004-08-13
Caution: You might not want to be my friend after you read this.1) I hate my weight; I feel fat and have often thought about what it would be like to be anorexic. 2) I hate my teeth; they're crooked, they've always been crooked and chances are they always will be... 3) I hate my constant "I-must-challenge-you" attitude. Especially when it comes to guys...something about a bitch attracts them (even though most wouldn't admit it). So, that is what I play - the bitch. Or am I really? 4) I hate that I have slept with too many guys that I have not cared enough about. 5) I hate that there are things about myself that I dislike/hate. 6) Sometimes, I really hate my home life. It isn't bad, no beating or anything like that, but I look at my friends and they seem to have so much more...very irritating. 7) I hate that I am sometimes a hypocrite even though I preach against it. 8) I really hate that I don't have someone there 24/7 like most of my friends. 9) I hate that I have started cutting off contact with MOST of my friends. 10) And finally, I hate that I can't be honest with myself about things...I can't see what's really there. *Always. Caitlin |
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926 |