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I have been thinking about some things and I haven't really come to much of a conclusion because all I know is how I feel, but I am thinking that maybe it is wrong to feel what I am feeling. If you can't be with someone wholly then what is the point? I am only acknowledging the truth of my own thoughts...and this is what I think:
If I can't have it all; do I really want any of it?
How can you give someone all of you if they won't take it?
It seems rather useless and self-defeating in a way. Am I wrong? I hate not knowing...I hate not knowing about the future or even the fucking present. So, you can go your own way, you can call it another lonely day...I don't know what else to do. I have to prevent the harm that you are possibly bringing to me...because I don't see that you are bringing much else...
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926