TOP 100 LIST: (yes, this will be lengthy, but you may read it in increments if you feel it necessary...)
1. I like the smell of gasoline...it's something I get from my grandmother.
2. I have a thing for gambling (even though it's a sin and quite illegal for someone my age)...again it's a family pasttime.
3. My favorite mixed beverage - crown and coke or a nice cosmopolitan.
4. I don't like white chocolate at all~ when I was younger I used to pretend I was allergic to it.
5. But I am not allergic to anything...
6. I really like the old swings that hang from trees that are made from some old rope and a wooden plank (I use to have one, until it broke and I busted my ass!)
7. I really have an obsession with butterflies and Monet.
8. Which is weird because I have never really been one to obsess over art.
9. I love my mother and being at college has really helped me realize that...
10. I don't like my brother all that well, sometimes I don't think I even love him.
11. I am scared of failing, but I have a serious lack of motivation (weird huh?)
12. I don't have a boyfriend; which is fine by me...
13. I miss my friends from Mooresville; we aren't close anymore and we have all changed.
14. I don't think change is bad but it certainly is scary sometimes.
15. I love to sing; it used to be my therapy...I am good at it!
16. One time, late at night I snuck out of my house to meet a boy (and to this day my parents still don't know!)
17. He was someone I really liked, but now, not so much, hehe.
18. High School was weird for me, I fit in with everyone, but I never really "belonged".
19. I LOVE DR. PEPPER!
20. I miss my doggie, Nick!
21. I have a sick and weird obsession with the french language...sometimes I tell people I'm french.
22. I have never been to any foreign countries, other than Canada, but Canada is just an apartment over a really awesome party...
23. I've given my body away, but not my heart...
24. I really like New Orleans, I could see myself living there someday.
25. I want to travel to Thailand, Australia, France, England and Italy.
26. I want to be a romance novelist...but I seriously doubt it will ever happen.
27. I don't like paintball, welts are not an attractive thing.
28. I'm scared of rollercoasters and usually the people that ride them.
29. I have a major fear of heights.
30. My mom is a great person, but I seriously hope I don't end up like her.
31. My grandmother amazes me!
32. My stepdad is definitely a person all his own.
33. One time I threw an entire set of lit matches across a room...and they landed on a pillow...
34. I have stolen a Kit Kat bar once...I was 7 I think.
35. I have smoked cigarettes, on ocassion.
36. My dad is an alcoholic, makes me wonder if I should drink at all.
37. Sometimes I find myself acting the way people want me to.
38. I don't know I do that, but I think everyone is guilty of that at some point in their life.
39. I don't like tomatos, lettuce, onions, or mushrooms.
40.Cheese and ketchup on my hamburger please...
41. I hate my hair sometimes...it bothers me.
42. I don't want children, and I think I would be a bad mother.
43. I'm not sure marriage would be for me.
44. I am selfish.
45. I want what I want when I want it.
46. I blame it on being spoiled as a child.
47. Although I wasn't really THAT spoiled.
48. I love my friends more than life itself.
49. Sometimes I feel like my friends are my REAL family...
50. I'll always remember Panama.
51. Not the song, well yes that is a good one too, but the city.
52. Sometimes I don't think I could love a person the way I want to be loved.
53. I watch Dr. Phil and have determined that I am fucked up.
54. I have an undying love for Christian Bale.
55. I love accents other than western or hick ones.
56. I want to visit Tijuana in Mexico.
57. I want to strip as an amateur just one time before I die.
58. (Strippers are people too...)
59. I like to swim, it's refreshing.
60. I am not a romantic even though I play like I am sometimes.
61. My most favorite job was working @ IRP during my years in high school.
62. I like NASCAR! YES I DO!
63. I HATE FIREWORKS! They frighten me...there is a story behind that involving my brother and scaring me with fireworks...grrrr!
64. I don't find redheads attractive.
65. I like water, but I like coke more.
66. I really like beer to for that matter.
67. I was once a bee for Halloween.
68. I've been in a fight with another girl (I mean a physical gith too) only once.
69. I don't like this number either, people put too much emphasis on it.
70. My favorite month~~~> June.
71. I liked Miss Saigon, but I liked Phantom of the Opera more!
72. I really like the smell of Curve on men.
73. I have at least two gay friends that I know of...both male.
74. Sometimes I think I am too much like a guy.
75. I break out in sun poisoning if I am out in the sun for too long without sunscreen on.
76. I go to tanning beds even though I shouldn't!
77. I don't like looking @ myself in the mirror when I don't have my hair and makeup done.
78. I hate my smile...
79. I love my eyes.
80. I have a penpal in France.
81. I have a Jewish friend.
82. I am Catholic.
83. Everytime I attempt to give up something for Lent, I fail at it miserably.
84. I really hate Indiana during the wintertime.
85. Sometimes I am too superficial.
86. Sometimes I hate guys so much I want to be a lesbian.
87. I am definitely a night time person.
88. I've never had my heartbroken, but I think I broke a heart once.
89. I have never been in love.
90. I drool when I sleep.
91. I enjoy sex and I do exude confidence when it comes to the event of sex; I will admit I know how to please a guy...
92. I am not cocky, just honest.
93. Although some might confuse the two.
94. I have come to hate frat boys!
95. I am not easily fooled, unless it is by myself.
96. Black is my signature color, especially for clothing~ it's generally all I wear.
97. I think cathedrals are absolutely gorgeous, and were I ever to marry someone it would have to be in a very large and old cathedral!
98. I don't mind goodbyes, because most of the people I have ever said goodbye to have come back.
99. I would like to learn to sail someday.
100. Sleep is probably my most favorite thing in the world.
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926