There was a part in the dream where I found myself kissing him and it felt so real; I felt like I was really there. The thought of him touching my hand, my lips, my shoulder; it was all too real. There was a point where we were holding hands; I have never had that with anyone, but with him I want it so bad. I don't think that I will ever be able to have him in this way; it will only be plausible in my dreams. But really I don't want anybody else...it's been him for so long.
"Well dont you see, dont you see that the charade is over? And all the best deceptions and all the clever cover stories and awards go to you. So, kiss me hard cause this will be the last time that I let you..."
I miss you; I miss talking to you. I still haven't found anyone that I can open up to so easily. I hate the way things ended between us because they never really began...
*Please don't dismiss me so easily Kade*
*always.
caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926