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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
2004-01-29
So, I was living in a dream world you know? I thought things were going to be okay between me and someone else and it turns out they never were okay; denial...friend or foe? (as carrie bradshaw wrote it...)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.

What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you...

And I did dream about this person and I thought they felt the same way. I don't understand how things can change in a matter of days...or hours, or even minutes between two people; and the thing is: I didn't even do anything (as stated by him). I don't know what happened, but I want it back; I want it back to the way it was before all of this junk got in the way...I want you. There are only so many instances of trying to get back to the good points...and I don't know if you and I can do it anymore. And I KNOW for a fact, that someday...maybe not soon...or even in ten years, but someday you will regret what has happened between us. You'll wake up one day and you'll think to yourself..."I wanted something, but I didn't take it...I didn't seize the moment, I gave up on something that could have been GREAT for me!"

And me, well I'll still be trying to understand why things turned out this way; why I will never be good enough for you; why you won't let me try to make you happy...make myself happy...make something....

*always.

Caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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