things are turning out to be one big
disappointment after another. why???
today i was driving back from greenwood and i had this feeling, i cant quite explain it really. it was unique in the sense that i had never had one like it before. it was there for a slight second and then it was gone. weird huh?
it felt like even though i had experienced something great, i knew nothing was going to come from that one time experience or feeling or conversation...but things like that tend to happen to me a lot, i just never pikc up on them this soon. haha!
ah well, im used to it. no big deal. i think i know what my feeling was about...it was about him and i - or the nonexistent (never will be)- him and i. :( i guess you just gotta roll with the punches....
life's a battle: fight or die!
always.
caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926