2003-10-12
Alright, I cannot deal with people's drama anymore...I try to be decent and a good friend or at least a good acquaintance...and somehow I let myself get too involved in the other person's life and it backfires. I end up being the one who gets hurt...what is that?Jonathan, Mr. I-Have-Morals-Although-I-Only-Display-Them-When-It's-Convienant-For-Me, refuses to accept me as a friend of his anymore. And now I believe he is friends with Rachel once again...what is that? It drives me insane to know that I couldn't reach him like I wanted to...I couldn't pry open his soul and see how he truly felt about things, the world, or even me...why? I wanted so badly to reach him to make him want my friendship, but I couldnt....
I just don't understand why things have to be that way, I always want what I cannot have...and he was one of the things I wanted most!
always.
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926