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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
June 01, 2006
God, I want so badly to be over you.

But now that this summer has arrived I just keep thinking back to last summer and I can't help but be sad. Mostly because I just don't understand...

Maybe I was your rebound, maybe so. But how can someone else come along two months later and completely change your whole perception of love and relationships in one entire moment?? Is it because you're lonely? Is it because you feel loss and you need to feel that void? It drives me crazy sometimes thinking about it. And I can't stop. And what hurts worse? You don't think about it. You run along with your merry new girlfriend who has suddenly shown you the error of your ways while I closed my eyes that night and cried in your arms about how another had broke my heart and you promised you wouldn't. And then you did. And I thought in that one moment, that I would die. Do you know how that feels? To completely trust someone and then have that trust taken away because of some minor inconvenienve like distance? Which somehow doesn't seem to bother you now?

What was I lacking that you suddenly found in someone else a mere two months later? I just don't understand; and it's my ignorance that tortures me to this day.

I just want you to know that I believed in you when no one else did. I stood up for when you your character was questioned. I loved you for who you were - faults and all.

And now all I can do is hate everything about you.


*Always.
Caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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