I mean WOW!. So, who knew that I could be so crazy? Er...don't answer that! So, maybe it's true; sometimes I drink and sometimes I get drunk and that therein leads to overreacting to...things. Things in which I have to admit would normally (or soberly) cause a lot of in depth questioning and analyzation, so the drunkenness aspect just tends to overwhelm those thoughts and ideas a bit more.
Julia and I have been talking lately and as I was reading the entry I wrote last night I realized I'm feeling a bit off lately. Not "off balance" or crazy...just not quite normal. Things have been developing in a rather strange way these past weeks. I've been adjusting to some changes in my life and perhaps these changes have not really been dealt with. I think I'm just trying to find the 'normal' again.
So, I really must apologize for that last entry. It was more of a 'how-do-I-feel-right-now' moment rather than a 'how-do-I-generally-view-this-topic' moment. So, I am truly sorry. But shit happens right?
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926