Okay now that I have spent time deluding myself into thinking that my life/job doesn't suck I feel better prepared to enjoy my upcoming birthday and so on and so forth. What does that even mean, 'so on and so forth?' I mean really after that statement I made, so on and so forth doesn't even belong, there isn't anything else left to say. Well, whatever.
It is so weird to be turning 21. All my life I couldn't even imagine being 21. It seemed SOOOOOOOO old and I remember thinking, 'My luck will be that I will die before I fucking reach that age.' Gosh wouldn't that suck? To die like a week before you turn 21? Ew. Bad times.
So, I've been planning out an itinerary for my birthday weekend, okay so I planned Friday out but Alonso mostly has an idea about what we will be doing on Wednesday/Thursday night. Finally! I can go out and be adultlike and instead of having to chat at a fucking Starbucks I can drink a beer while chatting instead at some local, trendy bar. Well, the trendy part is questionable but so what? Beer is beer. :)
Okay, well I know this entry is kinda pointless but sadly since I am without internet at home I have to write from the public library, which leaves me sadly lacking in profound and intellectual topics. I feel like a moron. I want my internet back. :( Soon eough.
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926