August 22, 2005
I can't cry anymore; I tried to be the strong person holding things together and I just can't do it. You don't even want to try. It is that simple: either you want to be with me or you don't, either you love me or you don't. They say matters of the heart are never so cut and dry but to me you can't kinda love someone and you can't kinda wanna be with them and kinda not...that's ridiculous. And if that were really true then we'd be spending our entire love lives making no decisions and being indifferent. 'There is no indecision, my friend; 'tis heaven or hell.' (Refer back to an old entry if you don't know what the hell I am talking about...)I cannot stand indifference and what's more is not being honest about your indifference, rather being silent all along. To be plagued by thoughts that bother you and may affect your relationship with another person should be talked about. Simple. As. That. If you don't talk to me, I can't help you and maybe I wouldn't even be able to help you if you do talk to me but I can at least try...
Misery...such is my life...
*Always.
Caitlin
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926