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February 05, 2005
Here's the scenario:Date: February 4th, 2005 What I experienced? A rare feeling of intimate contact with someone that I may or may not be forming an attachment to. Is this bad? I keep asking myself this question and I can see many cons as well as many pros to this particular situation. I have never really wanted to be attached to someone because I have always feared that I may never be able to fully give myself to someone: mind, body, and soul wise - without having doubts. I've never experienced a relationship with a male that has not been destructive in one way or another and I sometimes fear that I may never be able to experience a wholesome, healthy relationship with a man. How well do I like him? That is another question that keeps flowing through the endless stream of thoughts inside my head. I know I like him and last night definitely confirmed this for me, but I was having so many doubts that perhaps I should reevaluate the liking scale and where he is on it at this time. It wasn't the beer, was it? It wasn't the fact that I was extremely attracted to him last night, was it? Was there really something there that made me think: "This could work!"? I shall keep thinking about this, meanwhile please send me feedback on any similar situations that you, my readers, have endured. I would love to hear from you...
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926 |