101. I feel too jaded at nineteen years of age.
102. I believe in forgiveness but I find that if someone betrays me, it is extremely hard for me to forgive.
103. I don't see myself being extremely religious when I get older.
104. Though I do have faith in God and the Catholic church.
105. I have a very low tolerance for people who are not open minded.
106. Once I took my stepdad's camera out in the back yard and filmed a nature walk. I was so dumb as a little kid...
107. But it was not to be imaginative and creative and free.
108. I have two doggies now, not just one: Nick and Sabrina :)
109. I wish I could adopt all the animals all the animal shelters, nothing tears me apart more than to see an abandoned animal. Not fair.
110. I probably don't shave my legs as often as I should.
111. But what's the point? It just grows back.
112. I am still not sure how I feel about love and if I'll ever find it.
113. Sometimes I think I would be happier if I didn't. What I've experienced of "love" so far has been prett shitty.
114. How do you find your soulmate if you're in Indiana?
115. I'm inquisitive. (See question above.)
116. I have this one old sweater that I love to wear. It's brown and tan and the one time I lost it, I cried.
117. I hate when people constantly IM me on AIM as if they have nothing better to do.
118. But I am guilty of that as well. hehe
119. I don't think IU is the right place for me. But then I don't really know where else is better either?
120. People have said that I have really pretty handwriting.
121. Someday I want to live in Giverny, France, even if it's only for a short while.
122. I think kissing is one of the most intimate things ever. Even more so than sex in some cases, no most cases.
123. Intelligence is a gift that often takes time to unwrap.
124. I definitely do not do what I should when it comes to school.
125. I hate dating. It's like hell sometimes.
126. Dandy is one of my most favorite words!
127. As of right now dandy is my favorite.
128. Tomorrow it could be super or swell.
129. Sometimes I think I am a bad friend.
130. Sometimes I really want to go back and fix one thing that I know is unfixable.
131. I hate when the one person you thought would never change, changes the most.
132. I hate flat coke.
133. Sometimes I think I hate Walgreens, but sometimes I really enjoy working there.
134. I miss singing and dancing for the hell of it.
135. I don't think I am a sorority girl at all. Especially after going through rush this year.
136. I absolutely adore Coheed and Cambria.
137. They are my new favorite band.
138. Watching Legends of the Fall made me want to move out to Montana. Definitely.
139. The acoholic beverage that best describes my personality is apparently a jello shot.
140. I took a death test, I am supposed to die on April 15th, 2042. Dandy.
141. It'll most likely be from cancer they said.
142. My mom had breast cancer.
143. And so did my great grandmother. Swell.
144. I am extremely tired right now. Jessica woke me up way too early.
145. I am heading home tonight for a date.
146. I think my alcohol personality is best described by an ice, cold beer.
147. Michelob Ultra, nothing better.
148. Sometimes I am meaner than I think is actually humanly possible.
149. I hate being a disappointment to my parents.
150. I want to do well in life.
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926