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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
September 23, 2004
Tell me lies, tell me sweet, little lies...

I find myself thinking this often; I see that sometimes I want to be told lies to guard myself against the real truth, which often times turns out to be something I don't want to know or accept.

It's like with one particular person; if you could just pretend to be nice to me, if you could lie and tell me that you want to be with me...I would be satisfied with my base position of a woman in denial. I would be happy to live with lies for the rest of my life...but only if they were from you.

Lovin' isn't the right thing to do; how can I ever change things that I feel? If I could baby I'd give you my world, how can I when you con't take it from me? I feel this so much, but I say unto thee that you may not go your own way...I want you to stay, stay with me.

I wanna get over you, but I want you to lie to me? I am a deranged woman in need of help, any kind of help to make me realize that I am not deserving of air to breath. How can I be so demeaning to myself? I find that you have no reasons for me to want to make me be with you...and yet I so long for your attentions...any, whatever they may be. Shame on me...


*Always.
Caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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