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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
September 10, 2004
It seems the more I try to kid myself about being over you, the more I want to be with you; but alas, it shall never happen. But I always wondered, in the back of my mind, if you could be good to me, and if so, what would it be like?

I've thought a while about what it would be like to belong to only one other person...it's a hard thing to accomplish, this task. I know too many people who have become unhappy in this situation where they were once so overjoyed. Why is that? Do you think people change or relationships change? I think it's definitely a combination of both - I've never wanted to have a realtionship where it becomes "comfortable." When this happens, things start slipping, things mean a little less than they used to and habits become irritating and quite obvious.

In all my years of singleness, I think I have really known that being alone, or without a monogamous relationship rather, would be the best thing for me...but there's always this part of me that wants to learn, to understand what it is that makes people do crazy things, speak their minds and wear their hearts on their sleeves. I hope to find out one day but then again I know that this day is long off, but it's there, just waiting like the sun over the horizon.

Good Lord, was that not corny as fuck? Hahahaha! Yes, well I feel that way sometimes minus the horizon and lonliness..okay, wait scratch that, with the lonliness, but we are all truly alone...aren't we?

*Always.

Caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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