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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
2004-08-13
Caution: You might not want to be my friend after you read this.

1) I hate my weight; I feel fat and have often thought about what it would be like to be anorexic.

2) I hate my teeth; they're crooked, they've always been crooked and chances are they always will be...

3) I hate my constant "I-must-challenge-you" attitude. Especially when it comes to guys...something about a bitch attracts them (even though most wouldn't admit it). So, that is what I play - the bitch. Or am I really?

4) I hate that I have slept with too many guys that I have not cared enough about.

5) I hate that there are things about myself that I dislike/hate.

6) Sometimes, I really hate my home life. It isn't bad, no beating or anything like that, but I look at my friends and they seem to have so much more...very irritating.

7) I hate that I am sometimes a hypocrite even though I preach against it.

8) I really hate that I don't have someone there 24/7 like most of my friends.

9) I hate that I have started cutting off contact with MOST of my friends.

10) And finally, I hate that I can't be honest with myself about things...I can't see what's really there.

*Always.

Caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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