A Life Less Ordinary

Someone asked me yesterday - a perfect stranger mind you - what I wanted my life to be. No one has ever asked me that before...I mean yes, people tend to focus more on the area of career when they ask that question to me (especially since I don't even know what I want to do). I told him that no one had ever asked me before and asked me why I thought no one had bothered to ask. I wasn't sure...

I suppose that in response to that question that I don't really know what I want my life to be. As I am only nineteen years old I know that in a few years my view on that topic could change vastly as I mature and become more knowledgable in the ways of the world. I honestly don't even like to think about years from now because I really don't know what I want...the idea of marriage and having a career and the possibility of children haunts me. I am not necessarily happy with where I am currently, but I do know that I don't get scared when I think about tomorrow.

For one thing I know that when I am 25 years old - or however old I am - I want to be on my own. I don't want to be reporting my life to people unless I want to. That is one thing I can't stand right now - I always thought of myself as the independent girl who would be living in an apartment downtown somewhere hiding from her family and even a few of her friends...but it hasn't worked out like that so far. :(

*Always.

Caitlin

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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons

It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926

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