I had the you when you were happy and the you when you were real
I had the you when you liked me much and saw my real appeal
I had the very best of everything you are - I had it all for only a while but it's over and it's done
I had the best of you of all and the best of all your fun...
I softly let the memories die as now I realize
The very best of what you were seems only to be lies...
You're uninvited and fading now from far beyond my reach
I hope you know you lost me all because your best was fake...because your best was cheap.
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I've been having a hard time letting go of something that was never really mine, and now I see that it is most definitely time to say goodbye. I know I'll see you around and about, this I cannot deny, but I know that I'll carry on and I'll know again to never ever cry.
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926