Anyway, I know I said in my last entry that that entry was my last real entry from college and that still remains true...I don't consider this a "real" entry by any means. This is more wrap up than anything else. I just kinda wanted to write down my feelings at this particular moment in time. I remember being in high school and OMG College seemed so far away to me. I seriously thought it would never happen. It was like this euphoric dream I just thought about from occasion to occasion. And then it finally happened, my senior year and then I was graduating and now here I am: finishing my first year of college.
I must admit though; I do not feel that I have achieved any great things or that my life has changed so drastically. BLEH! I do feel though that I have changed as a person...I feel like I know me a little better now than I did a year ago.
I suppose that is what college is all about...finding out who you are or perhaps finding out who you WANT to be. Either way I received news yesterday of something absolutely horrid. Apparently, Taylor has proposed to Liz - oooo it's a clandestine engagement! MY ASS! It's a load of crap. I don't know what the fuck has gotten into her head but whatever it is, she needs to get rid of the notion that she and Taylor even stand a remote chance of a happy relationship: that died when he cheated on her the first time. Ugh! It's all too morbid and cynical sounding I know, but it is the truth...and by golly if no one else will tell her then I WILL!
Tata for Now All
*always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926