I've reached the end of the rope
I just don't care anymore
Won't cry these tears anymore
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And I am done; I know, I know I say it all the time...but I am done. Why worry about something that only upsets you? It's ridiculously absurd...
So, now I am focusing on this summer and the mext semester of school...hopefully I will be able to do well. Except I realized that none of the girls I've come to know this year are going to be here next year :( I hate that...
In a way I guess this is a dedication to some of the girls of The Penthouse suite in Rollins:
Christy - you are such a sweetie; I hope everything works out well for you @ USI and that you and Justin are happy together and continue seeing one another! :)
Robyn - So, yeah I know you'll be here with me next year, but it won't be the same...there won't be any late night pizza ordering or salsa and chip fests (in secret that is haha). Good luck with everything and I hope your summer kicks ass girly! Hope to see you in the fall!
Erica - Well, Erica what can I say? We had a whole awesomely cool year together...in a tiny cramped as a motherfuck* dorm room. And we still managed to leave NOT hating one another. I hope your semester in Disney is everything you are hoping for. I know you'll do well and that you'll be the life of the party! Hope things with Mike get resolved...actually I hope you kick his ass to the curb, but whatever makes you happy...live it love it leave it I guess.
Jessica - Jess...well I think that I developed a real fondness for you in the last few passing months. I hope you make it back to IU the second semester of next year. It won't be the same without any of the girls here but I'll miss you just as much...your quirks and random words and thoughts...they make me laugh! I hope your summer kicks ass bitch! I hope you are able to find someone that is as funny and funky as you are...good luck!
Grant - Grant!!!!! The hottest Jew I know! WHEW! Just thinkin' about you gets me all hot and bothered...bitch I know for sure that I'll be seeing your ass this summer!!! And hopefully we have a really good time. You can show me how you do things in Connecticutt and someday you can come to good ol' Mooresville with me! ;) Anyway, I know you had some trouble with some of your classes this last semester but trust me I know you'll pull through and congratulations on becoming a brother in your chosen house. That took guts and stamina buddy! I love you sweetie and sometimes I wonder how I would have made it through all my shanannigans (<---?) without you to help me through it all! I'll miss you...I hope your summer is great buddy and don't forget to get me something from Aruba! ;)
Clint - Shhhplidow! Clint you are the funniest guy I know in Rollins! I hope you had a good year and that your summer is a fun fest of fun stuff (or something like that). Good luck in all!
Alonso - Alonso, I love you to death and I know that if it weren't for you taking me under your wing that I would most defintiely be a social outcast! Just look @ me! I know everyone and everything....haha. Although I am NO hoosierparty.com! Good luck with school next year (I'm sure I'll see you a lot baby) and I hope you have an awesome summer and don't worry I am going to work on the whole obtaining a fake ID thing. I love yah and I'll miss you!
Justin C - You gave me a good time a few different times and I think you are truly a sweetheart...and I know that sometimes I can be a....bitch but still you know how I am, and I am pretty sure you would like me less if I weren't the harcore, raving bitch that I am. ;)
Well, that is all for now...I think I am going to head off for a bit and hopefully I'll update later...only 11 days left!
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926