It lasted forever and ended too soon
You were all by yourself starring up at a dark, gray sky
I was changed...
In places no one would find all your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized that forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry...
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Don't you think it is completely weird how one night you can be so ridiculously content with yourself, your life and others and the next day you feel like maybe none of it ever happened? Maybe it was all a dream?
Is it me? Am I just so utterly confused and lacking in self confidence that I can't even recognize something good when it happens to me? I don't know...I'm letting things happen as they will, but for some reason it still feels...not necessarily wrong, but awkward. Why is that?
I read somewhere earlier today, "What we think we want, we shall never obtain because wants are fleeting..." But alas, I lied I said that myself, but I did read something quite similar to that somewhere once...but so what?
Sometimes I don't feel like I have the right to want anything, especially happiness. Weird and a little sadistic I know, but I cannot help the way I feel.
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926