I was watching Everwood earlier this evening and it was basically about being at that certain age when one starts to think about when or whether to have sex. And all the while I am watching this show I am thinking: "What a load of bullshit!"
I don't know any of my friends that don't regret their first times...the first time you have sex it isn't magical or wonderful it's not even fucking special! Damn it, tell the truth you bastards! Generally speaking, even if you are with someone that you love and trust it's still gonna hurt like a bitch ladies...it's uncomfortable, smelly, messy, and awkward as fuck! And you probably aren't going to feel like you are glowing afterwards either! Ugh!
I honestly can't even imagine being a virgin on my wedding night and feeling fabulously grand about the whole ocassion. Physically it is the same regardless of the person, time, or place. And when he says he'll be gentle girls, yeah he will be but that doesn't mean it's NOT going to feel like you are a Thanksgiving turkey alright?
I just wish these "new age" shows would be honest...or did I just miss my "special" encounter? Apparently so...oh gee.
*Always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926