Recently, it seems *(whether this person chooses to admit it or not)* I may have offended someone by writing about them in my diary/journal here @ wonderful diaryland.com; and to you I say, Fuck off! Who takes these things seriously? I mean, HONESTLY! This diary is for me to write about whatever I choose and if any of you don't think you are mature enough to handle it, I advise you then to Fuck off! and not read my diary! :) It is quite simple...if you don't want to know the truth about me and my life and my feelings, please stray away from this page because it will only end in you knowing more about me. Imagine that? A diary that someone keeps tends to be about their deepest, darkest secrets and desires...(there I go, imploring the satire and sarcasm angle, oops).
I don't feel I should have to put an "advisory" on this page...because I am an adult and I am under the assumption that most people that read this are adults with mature views and reasonings...at least I HOPE!
I don't mean to offend anyone, but I also don't believe that my clandestine ideas and hopes/wants/desires should be held against me either...it is the way I feel; I let you feel the way you want to feel and I in turn only wish the same amount of respect from you. Could you at least give me that?
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Continuing on; I recently was dealt a hard blow from someone that I...liked, as a person. I regret to inform you, my audience, that since this time my opinion of this person has changed; I won't slanderize his name or character because he only did what he though was right (or easiest, depends on your perception I suppose)...however, I believe that I was not given a fair chance. I was honest with you and you, in turn, broke my trust by turning me away because you thought or assumed I was asking you for something that you were not prepared to give. (Sidenote~ when I want something, I will blatantly ask for it...not hint around; especially if it is something important). All I wanted was your company and you mistook my honesty and forwardness as something completely different. But it's alright and it's done, this is my closure...I don't even know if you will read this, but if you do or don't it doesn't really matter....
*always.
Caitlin
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926