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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
2004-02-17
Why can't I just do what I want to do? Why is college even necessary? It's all a lot of pretense if you want to know the truth...

Yes, there I said it! It's a lot of bullshit and it's time consuming...honestly, the only part I enjoy is the drinking. I have learned more from being at frat parties than I did in French! Bien Sur! Ugh!

Nobody said it was easy; no one ever said it would be this hard...oh take me back to the start...you know, I miss high school...that was wheN things came easily for me. I was a singer, a dancer, the party girl and the obnoxious one. I miss having that identity. And no one tells you that when you go into college you can't take the high school identity that you had...they all say oh you can change and be whatever you want and no one will care in college. WELL FUCK THAT! Why in God's name would I want to change the easiest part of my life; why would I want to be something new when I had an identity that fit me perfectly? I was content with it all, well for the most part!

Isn't there a point where you just miss it all? I traded the life and identity I was content with for some cheap-ass independence and a liqour license! DAMN IT!

Well, long live my independence and some Natty Ice! Um, this blows! I cannot find myself; not in this shitty litte town; not in this college; not in the classroom!

yeah, well that is all for right now; btw I am going to try and update my story tonight so please return this evening and find out what happens...

*always.

caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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