2003-10-08
It's that time; it has finally arrived...I must journey back to my home; Mooresville. The hell that was my life for fifteen years. I have managed to stay away this long, but alas the time has come for me to go back and greet the past I have hated for so long...it's Liz's birthday and she is having people over to chill and stay the night. I don't wanna go! Is that a bad thing? I'm not entirely sure as of yet, I will have to think about it for a while. I think once I think of leaving here and going back home that I will be glad to be back there but other than that I hate Mooresville. It will be nice to see Mallori and Liz and Ashley and Brittany of course, but I was finally accepting that things were changing and I didnt need to depend on the fact that I had good friends in high school to get me through college. I think I have formed at lest two good friendships here so far, maybe not lasting ones, but they are healthy and comforting to have...It's rather annoying to see the way my friends haven't changed since they have left high school. I cannot see how anyone would want to stay the same...high school was so demeaning to me. I liked it, I loved socializing (I wasnt one of those I hate my life and high school and the conformist people in type girls) and I liked spending time away from home...but it is different now, I am ready to leave that chapter of my life, but for some reason I feel that going back to Mooresville will make me think of those things again...and I dont want to! Not at all...
always.
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Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
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