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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
2003-08-13
Dating~ the story of my life

OMG! I went out on a date this evening and I realized that I don't think I can handle anymore dating...yes, I know that I am 18, but the guy I went out with was 25. I thought about trying to see someone older than myself! Um ,no. It just made me feel creepy the whole time. I don't know why, but honestly I felt like I was talking to my brother or something (and my brother IS 25). So, this is my story about the date I had with him:

We met @ Steak 'N Shake around sixish. He had been making comments to me, on the phone and online, about how I shouldn't be disappointed with his looks and what not, he told me not to have my hopes too high. And I didn't immediately think too much of this because a lot of people are self-concious about the way they look~ I know I am sometimes! So when I first saw him, I didn't think it was anything too horrible. I began thinking that maybe after we talk for a while he will "grow" on me (that's been known to happen to me a lot). So, anyway we talked for about an hour and then we went for a drive. He taught me how to drive a (please nothing perverse kids!) stick (which I am proud to say, I am NOT that bad at!) and then later we went back to Steak 'N Shake. It was weird I knew only after an hour that I didn't want to see him like THAT EVER again. Even seeing him as friends would kind of creep me out~ DON'T GET ME WRONG...he is one of the sweetest guys I have ever met, but I am just NOT attracted to him, AT ALL!

I told my mom this and she said that I shouldn't feel bad about it; sometimes it just happens to be that way! But WHY? I wanna know why I have to meet people that I don't wanna be with? You would think in a world with a indefinite number of people that I could at least find a FEW people that I would wanna be with...but, alas, it is not to be so I guess.

This is driving me insane...insane, I tell you!

always.

caitlin

Wilted | Fresh


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