Anyway, I am still seeing that one guy that everyone wanted in high school, but it's different now, it's like the smoke and mirrors are gone and now I am just plain, unamused, so to say! Is that a bad thing you think?
Another topic of daily interest is the fact that I have a dilemma so to speak: the first guy i had sex with (total asshole by the way!) is back in conversation lately. It is said that one of my really, really good friends had sex with him; and I am hurt of course...but I have that good friend saying she didn't do that and that she would NEVER do that to me, then I have another telling me that this friend of mine in question told her she had sex with him...what the hell am I to do? I give up on trying to be sympathetic because everyone is so fucking backstabbing all the time!
Caiti-lynn
Sometimes those most worthy of love are not made happy by it. ~Dangeous Liaisons
It is on the strength of observation that one finds a way; so we must dig and delve unceasingly. ~Claude Monet 1840-1926