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A Life Less Ordinary A Life Less Ordinary
2003-07-09
Earlier this evening I went out with my friends to eat and later on we ended up talking about the dreaded topic of sex...we all began to realize how many mistakes we've made in the process when it comes to sexual encounters! I thought about when I lost my virginity, it was in this last year and I was 18. We all got to thinking about how some people are strong enough to contain their morals and ethics and continue being a virgin until they are married. I admire those of you out there that can be surrounded by people talking about it and doing it day in and day out and still continue to be what you want to be...but for some of us, it was not necessarily the fact that we weren't strong enough, it was more that we didn't want to be strong enough. I wanted to know what the big deal was and in the process I lost a part of myself that I can never get back; and I fear I lost it in the worst way! However, I cannot get it back, therefore I am trying to live out my life now to the best of my ability- it is hard though sometimes when I see my friends making the mistakes that might take them a lifetime to overcome or live down. It's hard though you know? Always trying to be that perfect, goaloriented, future-focused, morality stricken person!

Caiti-lynn

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